the untold story

 ~the untold story~

~we all have one to tell~

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i dreamt i fell for someone

i dreamt i loved her

i dreamt we shared a lot in common

i felt her

she felt me

we talk, we laugh

we get mad, we cry

she is more than a lover

she is my friend

my best friend

we share a common passion

we argue and fight over ideas

but we console into each others arm

and we grow stronger and stronger

i know i had that girl

she was my perfect other half

she is a woman

a strong woman

she defends her heart

she protect those around her

she makes me feel more of a man

than i am as a biological male

she is willing to go with me

she is willing to take on the road

she is always there for me

when i needed her

she is a helper

she is a true counter-part

she is my strength

my weakness are her strength

her weakness are my strength

we support each other

into each others arm

we grow stronger

she is in my inner most darkest

she is in my out-most joyous moments

she is always there with me

alongside me

her passion in life captures me

I see myself in her

I see my world in her

I see us moving mountains together

I see us creating wonders

I see us touching people's live

I see us cherishing each other

But then i woke up

one day

and realize

it was only an illusion

she already left

before i even know it

It was TOO LATE

I accept the blame

I failed us, if that was even true

It took me longer

I didn't take the first step

she was waiting

but I failed

I came to adore her interest in life

but i wasn't paying attention

not paying careful attention to her heart

i admire her passion in life

her dreams and aspiration to conquer

i saw myself in her

but i failed to feel her heart

i failed to make her feel me

i failed

i just failed big time

she did what she had to do

to protect her heart

she had to leave

because it was consuming her

she waited

she showed signs

but i failed to take the first step

I am sorry

I didn't realise

I was hurting you

i am sorry

i was just being me

burning in my heart

but can't find the words

the right words

to say it out loud

at the right time

and NOW IT'S TOO LATE

and it's just memories

:)

 

WGuti 10/04/2021